A Story of Forever

HAPPY 21st MY LOVE :*

I'm so happy and proud of us! We never expect these things to happened. You future TM, while me still waiting to become a SRR. Relationship goals: To be successful together. I hope that we'll become the person what we're aiming for. I pray that we can make it through despite the consequences, with all of the pressures, workload and no time together. We will take this as a challenge and not a hindrance to our relationship. You're the reason why I love my work now, my favorite person, my bestfriend, my supporter, my enemy, my foodbuddy, my partner in crime and my true love. I will love you unconditionally, to infinity and beyond. Happy 21st my love.  :*

I dont care how you wear different clothes.

I dont care how imperfect you think you are.

I dont care how you suddenly snore when you're sleeping.

I dont care how big you are before.

I don't care how your flaws are.

I dont care about what are you before and what are you now, i love you for everyday you are.

“Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.”

Thanks for being my strength. I love you everyday baby. 

You're my inspiration.

Just had my interview and it went well! Of course, I made it because you're my inspiration. (made the first part)

I remember when they asked me, "when was your last stress?" they even asked if t'was you. And then I started thinking, if you gave me stress at all. I should say yes sometimes,  without you texting me, when you forgot to wake up in the middle of the night and you promised to! when you have sesh with your friends. hahaha Oh well, I guess that's not the real stress that they're talking about. That's just all of my "kaartehan" in life. Sorry for making it big deal to me, promise I really understand you about complaining this things to me.  Don't worry I will lessen my "kaartehan" in life. Focus on the good things, Goodvibes. Chillin' like a villain. Let's deeply understand each other more and more each day. 

Be open to me.

I know sometimes, I don't consider what will you feel. I just say whatever I want, do stuff that sometimes you don't want. Sorry for being insensitive. Especially when you told me about what you feel when I don't watch your game, when it's about your phone's batt, when you commit mistakes. Actually I don't mean it. yah, sometimes I'm too hard on you but please understand me. haha Let's understand each other and be open to me.. Always puhleease  I want to know if I'm hurting your feelings. If I'm pissing you off again. So, that I will lessen my bad attitude! Don't worry starting today I won't do it again. I'll be more sensitive and understanding. Please don't get tired of me. 

Weekend Struggle.

Your phone is our major obstacle. That's why you called it "Weekend Struggle". 

I will never leave you.

Temptation Island Part II 

We're just watching Wrong Turn VI and then I don't know what happened next! > Couldn't resist your powerful touch, magic kisses and you being hardcore. That's why we end up completely exhausted! More rounds to go, disturbance pa more! That's what you called, nothing can't stop us now. Oh yeah baby! Anw, Can I ask something? What are you thinking everytime you are staring at me, whenever you looked into my eyes. It's like your eyes is telling me something. Or am I assuming? haha Your eyes is my favorite. Especially when all I can see is myself. Before we sleep accidentally you have that theory in your mind. About if you do "something" to your girl she'll never leave you. We have sex talks, and that's my first time to have that kind of convo you ask me as well if there's any suggestions!? Mind boggling! lels! xD But whatever you'll do to me, I will never leave you. And I trust you whenevr you say you will never leave me too. 

I admire how responsible you are for everything.

We just had the best sex in your place today. *evil laugh* You told me not to do it again, well temptationssss! 

Whenever I'm at your house, I always find you very responsible son to your parents and how you take care of your siblings. I know it's a tough job to be the first born, so much responsibilities ahead of you. But when I looked at you, I can also feel the love you have for your family, you never let them down, you're always there to be their strength. And I admire how responsible you are for eveything. I can't stop imagining life with you when we get older, when we get our own house, live in the same roof. Gonna show your husband material figure side. Me, gonna sleep there in our couch! *joke of course, I will take care of you up to the years to come. Wanna spend my life with you. *srsly I want to have our own family soon, Build a mansion with you, Travel the world, Explore everything with you, Get rich, And grow old with you. You'll be my last and forever love. 

But the you who you are tonight is the same you I was in love yesterday, the same you I'll be in love with tomorrow. 

We're more than just lovers, you're also my bestfriend.

It's like you're my other half.

We don't just understand each other's lives, we also come to a point that we experience those sharings, in our own different way. We seem to be more on a positive side because we never judge each other's experiences in life. We never keep a secret, you always tell me what happened and what are your thoughts. Especially your darkest secrets! I'm so grateful you're like that babe. I hope we continue that habit, No secrets. I will always tell you what my thoughts are, what I want, what happened to me. This kind of love that we have right now, it's not typical. It's a kind of journey seeking for forever and treasuring every moments that is on our way. We don't just act like lovers, at the same time we act like how bestfriends do. We share the most deep secrets, we reveal everything without hesitating that we might judge each other.We have it in mind that only the two of us can understand what we are right now. I thank God for having the chance to know you better. It's like God's way to show me that there are still true love in this world. That forever still exist.